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Name: Charmaine
Gender: Female
Expertise: Charmaine is slightly psychotic and extremely excitable. She loves shopping and kidsā„ One day, you know she's gonna rule the world.
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6/1/2007
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| Lord, remind me again why am I doing what i'm doing. And it's all about You Jesus. I need You now. And I know You're far greater than any obstacle in life that I may face. Help me now Lord. There are times where I'm so tempted to give up. But Lord, help me to press on for You. Keep my eyes fixed on the cross. Fill my heart with praise and thanksgiving. | | |
| It's no wonder men are from mars and women are from venus.
Today just proved that.
Mood:
MEH
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Credits: natsubayashi (deviantART)
Sorrow is better than laughter, because a sad face is good for the heart. - Ecclesiastes 7:3
Blessed is the night, for it reveals the stars to us.
Blessed is sorrow, for it reveals God's comfort.
God never uses anyone to a great degree until He breaks the person completely. It takes sorrow to expand and deepen the soul. Every person and every nation must endure lessons in God's school of adversity.
Dear God, please break me now. Break my pride. Lord, make me a useful vessel for You and You alone. May my life be an offering to You, one that is sweet-smelling, that is acceptable in Your sight. Bring me back to the heart of worship Lord. Back to my first love. Back to You Lord. And i know that through it all, You're always there for me. Thank You God.
In Jesus' name i pray, Amen.
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| So whilst on the phone with Shan yesterday, i feel obliged to do a post on how much i love everybody that had an important part in my life in 2009. And since i'm still coughing, sneezing and moaning in pain cause i'm STILL UNWELL , i might as well do a short post then! Short = no photos = lazy
Baoyue
Omgosh. I can't believe it. We're gonna be bestfriends for a decade long already! It's suddenly such an overwhelming thought. 10 yearssssss! I can't believe it. Hahaha. Over this past decade, we've had our ups and downs. Crying on the last night of every camp, praying together, sleeping together (not in the wrong way), hugging each other, bathing together. Man. We've really done it all huh. Hahaha. I love you Cheong Baoyue Like how i love the sunsets and the night skies of Cambodia. And i will never trade you for anything. Not even a million dollars cause you're worth so much more to me. I truly thank God for placing you in my life since i was 8  Cause He knew 10 years down the road, we'll still be awesome friends and we'll encourage other to greater spiritual heights. Can't wait for our 10th year anniversary. We should really celebrate it or something. Hahaha. Looking forward to more hugs, kisses, burps and farts And you never have to act in front of me, cause you know i'll always accept you with wide-spread open arms.
Lynnshan
Hello hubbbbbbbbbbby! 22nd April 2007. It's gonna be our 3 year anniversary soon. We should totally get wedding bands or something for the fun of it all. Hahaha. I thank God for letting me know you so much better each and every single time we spend together. For letting us have such different personalities, and yet still can click super well together. I love you for being special that way. For blending And i think it's a great gift God has given to you. Use it well hon. And no matter what happens in the future, know that i'm always always always gonna be there for you just like how you were for me. Thank you for loving me and caring for me so much. And for trusting me with your secrets and such (Hey. That just rhymed ). Cause even if the sky comes crashing down, you know i'll be right there beside you, supporting you all the way. To many more anniversaries and kisses and beyond! And 4 hour long phone calls that wouldn't end unless all our phones ran out of batt!
Luzerne
PBF! Hahaha. Seriously. I don't really care about what other people think or say anymore cause that's not important to me at all. If they wanna talk, let them talk. It's their tongues and they're accountable to God for whatever they say. But that's not the point of this anyway. Hahaha. It's hard to give thanks for you in front of people cause we gotta be cautious about what we say and do. Well, this is my blog. Hail freedom of speech Anyway, i really really really thank God for you. For always encouraging me and i learn so much from you every single time problems pop up along the way. The verses you will share with me and the phone calls where sometimes, we don't really need words to express and yet you just know how i feel and everything. I thank God for this friendship that He has enabled us to build on the right foundations and gosh, it's been 3 years already. Thank you for trusting me 10/10, for always being there for me and for staying up with me Just so you know, i truly appreciate it. Although i don't say thank you all the time, but some things, we don't have to say it aloud right? It's what's left unsaid that are often the sweetest and the most memorable eh. 10 August! And 1/1/11. Hahaha. You owe me that much. And admit it. I'm a damn sweet girl right. Hahaha. I'm still sick because of that okay. Hahaha. I shan't guilt trip you further. Let's continue to focus on the right things (like Os and As) and turn our eyes on God okay? Promise that we'll stay close for the entire year even though we have major exams! To more mugger sessions, lunches, smiling/laughing-at-phone-texts and 10 August! Btw, Stitch is finally clean!
Jiahao
Whole day mushroom here mushroom there. TSK HAHAHA. Kidding. Sorry i can't go and watch Avatar with you even though you promise to treat me. But i'm too lazy to drag myself out of the house anymore. Drained after yesterday! Sorry! But you're not petty like that right? Hahaha. I thank God for you. For always talking to me and we both know how hard it is for people to take me seriously sometimes and i'm glad you always take me seriously. Thanks for always encouraging me and calling me to just talk about random stuff for a couple of hours. And then our conversation will turn serious and everything. I like how easy it is to talk to you. To open up and just talk about anything under the sun. And how i know that if i ever need a listening ear, i can always turn to you for one (or two). Hahaha. Thank you so much for the past years and as the new year starts, let's keep each other in prayer and i promise to hang out more after my As! I promise i'll watch a movie with you after my As. Promise promise promise! We'll be closer this year than the previous year okay? Have fun watching the movie alone!
Matthew
DADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDY! Thank you so much for helping me take care of some sick boy on the last night of Cambodia I couldn't have done it without you! Hahaha. And yes i'll make sure i'll share the spoils (aka B****Y) with you I can't thank God enough for placing you in my life. Suddenly you became my daddy and you just took care of me. I thank God for the Cambodia trip so much cause it just gave us the opportunity to just talk and i wish i could have told you so many things earlier but things just didn't work out. So now you know everything and i love the fact i can share with you anything. You're always so encouraging and sweet and everything. I know i can always count on you for hugs, hugs and more hugs. And i like hugs So thank you for being so giving with your hugs and now, your indirect kisses. Hahaha. It's amusing but it's nice to know you love me so. Hahaha. This year we're gonna be even closer yeah? Hahaha. I love you daddy!
Lips
I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE HOW I MISS THE CAMBODIAN KIDS AND FOOD. And that's a lot. Hahaha. I love you guys so so so much and i swear, i was so heartbroken when we all went to different classes, and now different schools! I wish we could meet up more often. I miss spending almost all my time with you guys. I wouldn't mind repeating 2006 over and over again cause it made me appreciate and love you guys even more. After As. Promise we'll hang out like every single day (okay. maybe not. but you get the idea.) and we'll go overseas together and have tons and tons of sleepovers! I cannot imagine my life without you guys. Your footprints are not imprinted on sand, it's imprinted in my heart and it can never ever be washed away. I love you guys so so so much that sometimes it's just hard to express it. Cause it's a love that runs so deep, you can't deny it. To a future that would otherwise be incomplete without TheLips, i wish you guys all the best for As
COUSINS
How do i even begin to describe how much i truly thank God that you guys are my cousins? I don't even know where to start.
Cassandra: I'm so sorry we didn't manage to talk as much. Don't be upset or anything anymore okay? I love you just as much and if time permits, i'll share with you every single thing we said okay? I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you! Never ever ever doubt that. Cause it'll break my heart if you do. Thanks for always being the stable one who can give advice like woah. And know that i'm always praying for you. Always. So no matter how busy you may be, take some time out to talk to me okay? Cause i miss talking to you too This year we're gonna uhu-glue like nobody's business. LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE YOU!
Samantha: Gosh you crazy person. I can't believe you're my cousin but you are! And you're a great cousin at that. Thank you for always being so sweet and everything. And though you're slow in hearing and understanding 80% of the time, that does not make me love you any less. I love you no matter what and i thank God you're my cousin. So we can be so freaking close and i know you'll always stand by me. Thanks for everything. For the "exchanging-info" sessions and your random phone calls to complain about life. Hahaha. I love you for who you are and never ever change okay? This year's gonna be awesome cause i know you're with me
Henrietta: YOU'RE AWESOME. There. I said it. The biggest lie fact. Hahaha. Kidding. You are awesome in so many ways. The way you complain and talk. The way you encourage me and make me feel so stupid. Man, i just miss talking to you for so long. Thank God for Cambodia. For letting us be so much closer in so many levels. It's like wow. I feel like i can share with you anything and everything. Thanks for being so open to me too. I love you cousinnnnnnnnnnnnn! And i can't wait to spend the year with you. All the best for Os!
Rachel: HONEY. YOU'RE STAYING OVER TONIGHT! PARTY! I'm kidding. I'm probably gonna party with my homework and notes. I thank God for you too. In so many ways. For all your fasion and skincare advice. Hahaha. For all your info about fleas and you know, i just thank God for who you are. Cause you're just so special. I thank God He made you my cousin so we can spend so much time together and i'm loving all the time i get to spend with you Thank you for loving me for who i am and never wanting me to change. For singing with me in the wee hours of the morning and sleeping in my bed. I heart you
Many other people have impacted my life too for sure. But these are the people that really matter the most to me and i thank God so so so much for each and every single one of you. For being there for me, for loving me and caring for me in so many ways. Words can't fully translate my gratitude and i love you guys so much. Thank you all for just being you and please, don't ever change. You guys are the awesomest bunch ever!
And of course, i thank God for working in the past year. I thank You Lord, for all You've done for me. I love You so much Lord. And all i wanna do is to please You. Make me a woman after Your own heart Lord. Turn my eyes back to You
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